Although Wednesday was a relatively silent day, today the action and drama is as intense and unpredictable as a day could be.
The preparation for the Last Supper has started, Peter and John have gone into the city to find the man Jesus described in Mark 14:13-14
He sent two of his disciples and told them, “Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him. Wherever he enters, tell the owner of the house, ‘The Teacher says, “Where is my guest room where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?”’ He will show you a large room upstairs, furnished and ready. Make preparations for us there.” So the disciples left, went into the city, and found things just as he had told them
In John 13:1-20, the intimate details of the last supper are written by John, who had a habit of focusing much more on the man of Jesus than the more factual driven gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke (who was a doctor, and was detail oriented).
During the Passover feast, Jesus wanted to express his love and demonstrate what true leadership embodied.
Jesus got up from the table, poured water into the washbasin and began to wash the disciples’ feet and to dry them with the towel he had wrapped around himself.
Peter, of course, protested that Jesus shouldn't be washing feet, but Jesus quickly set Peter straight by saying if this wasn't done, Peter could have no part in the kingdom of God. Peter, ever the impetuous man, said in so many words, "Then give me the full bath!"
In Luke 22:24-30, just before the washing of the feet, a dispute breaks out among the disciples about who would be the greatest in the kingdom. Jesus could cut through any topic, debate, or disagreement. In no time, he simply says that the greatest among you must become the least, and backs that up with a revolutionary act - the washing of the disciples' feet. He, of course, asked a great question: Who is the greatest, the one at the table or the one who serves? The disciples were at the table. What were they thinking?
Jesus says "I am at the table, but I am the one who is serving" and it stopped any thoughts the disciples may have had of their impending greatness.
Following that passage, as they were at the table, Luke relates the next thing that was like a punch in the gut:
“But look, the hand of the one who betrays me is with me on the table. For the Son of Man is to go just as it has been determined, but woe to that man by whom he is betrayed!” So they began to question one another as to which of them it could possibly be who would do this"
As if anyone would answer! But, it would have been something to have a body language expert observing...oh, wait, Jesus was there. Do you think the disciples had a pretty good idea of who it could be? More interesting may have been if there were other candidates the disciples thought could be the one. I don't imagine Judas felt all that comfortable.
Can you imagine? He just wanted to get out of there but he had not found the right time, even though Jesus gave him permission to go. Isn't that something? Lingering in the presence of Jesus in spite of his intentions. Been there, done that.
Jesus identifies the betrayer, but not like you might think. Digging into some commentaries, I found this:
The one who has dipped his hand into the bowl with me. The point of Jesus’ comment here is not to identify the specific individual per se, but to indicate that it is one who was close to him—somebody whom no one would suspect. His comment serves to heighten the treachery of Judas’ betrayal.
Yet, even more perplexing, the next verse, Judas, of all people, asks Jesus directly, "Surely, not I?" As I thought about this a bit more, maybe Judas was responding to what Jesus said just before that: "It would have been better for him not have been born".
Jesus then instituted what we now know as the Lord's Supper or Communion. (Matthew 26:26-30 & 1 Cor 11:23-25) He broke the bread and poured the wine saying the bread is his body broken for us and the wine is his blood poured out for the forgiveness of our sins. Remember the principle of forgiveness:
Without the shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness of sins (Hebrews 9:22)
In John 13:26-30, Judas makes his getaway. Jesus tells him it do it quickly and the other disciples heard but didn't understand the nature of that brief conversation. After Judas left, the disciples and Jesus sang a hymn and headed for the Mount of Olives.
Jesus lets them know plainly that he will be killed and many will turn away, but Peter famously says "Never! I will go to prison for you!". Jesus lets Peter know that before the night is through, he will have denied Jesus three times.
John 14-17 captures what none of the other gospels do, and it would do us well to linger in those three chapters this week. For now, we go to the Garden of Gethsemane. Fascinating study on the intense pressure Jesus was under at this point. After all, He was still human and there were emotions he went through (because we know he did, as he is able to sympathize with us when we go through various trials and burdens). He was "exceedingly sorrowful, even unto death".
He wanted to die at that moment because of the despair. Jesus can identify with the lowest of places and join us in our most joyful moments.
Jesus prays fervently but one of the simplest phrases which seems to be the most difficult to say comes from his mouth, "Never the less, not my will, but your will be done"
Amen.
The time has come for Judas and the many soldiers, who had anticipated a struggle, to make their way to where the disciples and Jesus were located.
We all know Judas kissed Jesus as a sign for the soldiers to know who to arrest. Strange, isn't? Jesus had been in the temple teaching, was well known, and was a polarizing figure. Why the kiss?
It was common in those days for the disciple to kiss the master. So, on top of Judas taking the money and handing Jesus over, he seals it with a kiss intended to one of reverence and respect. Is it possible Judas was already experiencing regret? Kissing the face of God!
Interesting "side" note found in John 18:5-6 - when Jesus asked who it was they were looking for, they responded "Jesus of Nazarene". Jesus responded
"I am he". " See John 8:58 for the I AM, which is the Divine name of God (Exodus 3:14). It was so powerful the soldiers and others fell back.
What a scene that must have been. Spears, shields, swords - no match and they knew it. They were so stunned, Jesus asked them a second time, "Who are you looking for?"
That is the great question of our time and for each generation: "Who is it you seek?"
Peter, continuing on his passionate and impetuous ways, cuts off the ear of a soldier during the scuffle to get Jesus detained. Jesus quickly heals the soldier's ear, something that further confused those who had come expecting a battle. No battle, but healing.
Jesus is about to drink full from the cup of suffering for you and I.
He is taken to Annas, then to Caiaphas, who if you remember, said it would be better for one man to die, then for the whole city to go mad.
In the midst of the accusations thrown toward Jesus, Peter is asked on three separate occasions about Jesus. He denies knowing him and then hears the prophecy Jesus spoke come true. Cut to the heart, he abandons the scene.
Final though tonight before the trials start tomorrow: That rooster crowing is similar to the Holy Spirit bringing conviction. Yes, the prophecy was fulfilled, and it served to quicken Peter's heart just how far and how quickly he turned away from the One who had professed his allegiance to only a few hours before.
We are prone to wander, and we need the rooster to crow. That rooster could be your friend, your spouse, your sons or daughters. Heed the crow and quicken your heart back to a place of repentance so you can walk in peace.
Tomorrow - It's Friday, but Sunday's Coming!